Review of last week
In my last entry I was worried about my biggest fear coming this early in this two year course. I am scared of failing and that is my biggest fear in this world. What scares me the most is that I am not scared like normal people would be scared of failing. When I think about failing I feel like it is the worst thing that could happen to me on this earth, it makes me feel like I have got nothing to live for which is a bit strange. It has got to the point where I feel like I need to start seeing a therapist. Seeing a therapist would help me because I believe it will help me in the future when something doesn’t go as planned.
This week so far
This week has been a good week for me as we haven’t got a large amount of work to do and I have got assignments all of my assignments out of the way. Finishing my assignments gave me a good feeling and got a good amount of pressure off of my shoulders. Another benefit for me is that we have been granted a trip to sky experience trip. This trip has been something I have been looking forward to for a long time, as it will give me the experience to see how people work at the highest levels. People might see the sky trip as just a trip but to me I see it as an opportunity for me to get insight and help me for the future as if I am good then I will be able to get some work experience which can lead me into a career there.
Challenges so far
After the holiday I am going to have the same challenge as last time which is that I always wake up later. This is because in the holidays I wake up anytime that I feel like. The result of me waking up late is that I arrive at my first lesson late. Being late to lessons results in possibly missing out on key information that the teacher explain to the class. The information might be needed in my next assignment.
In order to avoid this next time I believe that I need start waking up early 3 days before school start so by the first day back my body has already got back in the normal routine.
Development in the 2nd term
In order for me to develop in this term commencing 23 February I believe I need start doing more research because the skill to research is something that I am going to need when completing my distinction tasks and I will further need it in university when I am writing dissertation. So if I master the skill now it means that I can advance on it when I do need in university and it might make my reports for my distinction task across all units professional.
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